flurah19

Hate that i love you

2007-11-15T05:58:04Z

*sigh*

thanks to MOBILE KUSINA...i got a C+! hahaha

2007-09-23T14:05:52Z

My Lakbayan grade is C+!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

i just never learn.

2007-08-12T07:41:45Z

i'm sooo damn pathetic. it's not even funny anymore. ;(

it's been 1 month, 2 weeks, 4 hours and 33 minutes since i last heard from him.

it's so damn fair. i've been missing him since i dropped him off at the bus terminal last june 27 at 4:45 am. and i missed him even more (a million times more) the second he went inside the plane that took him a thousand of miles away from me.;(

i stare at his picture in my phone everytime i use it. i even talk to the damn picture whenever i'm missing him really bad na...and that's kinda often mind you.

i imagine him sitting on his chair, in his cubicle in the 7th floor everytime i stay and work at chuchay's cubicle...

i miss him so much whenever i go out and watch movies with my friends...or even when i just go to the mall to buy stuff or go to a restaurant to eat.

pero sobra ko siya lalo na-miss the whole time i was in iloilo last jul27-31...from Iloilo Business Hotel, to smallville, to MO2, Imay's, Breakthrough, SM... ;(

i've lost count on how many times i've cried just coz i miss him since he left, still i pray for his safety and happiness everyday when i wake up and before i sleep. and i pray for him more than i pray for myself even when i'm hearing mass.

but the funny thing is that, all this time, i don't think i've ever prayed for him to come back. i mean, i guess ive been hoping he does come back here in the philippines but praying for that to happen? di ko pa ata yun nagagawa. and i don't think i'll do that. no sense being selfish now. he likes it there. he's happy there. so, let him be.

waaah! ;( fine.

ayan. schizo na ata ako. enough of the self-pity shit mayo. sabi nga ni chong, he doesn't love you.

waaah!;( masakit pero totoo nga siguro. ;(

it's so sad. ;(

*and the tears fall yet again for the Nth time*

Ganon? ;p

2006-08-22T04:17:44Z

Your Celebrity Boob Twin:

Paris Hilton

Who's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?

80/167---shux!

2006-05-30T08:47:40Z

stolen from ria. if you've seen more than 80 daw, you have no life.

167 movies total.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Grease
(1) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(2) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(3) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
( ) My First Mister
( ) the virgin suicides
( ) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
(4) 50 First Dates
(5) The Princess Diaries
(6) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(7) Scream
( ) scream2
( ) Scream 3
(8) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
(9) Scary Movie 4
(10) American Pie
(11) American Pie 2
(12) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
(13) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
(14) Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
(15) Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
(16) Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(17) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(18) Lilo & Stitch
(19) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
(20)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(21) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
(22) Robots
( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(23) Along Came Polly
(24) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(25) Never Been Kissed
(26) Meet The Parents
(27) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(28) KING KONG
(29) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(30) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(31) Dumb & Dumber
(32) Dumber & Dumberer
(33) Final Destination
(34) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(35) The Ring
(36) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flubber
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(37) Practical Magic
(38) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(39) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(40) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(41) Child's Play
(42) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(43) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(44) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(45) The Grudge
(46) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
(47) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(48) Se7en
(49) Ocean's Eleven
(50) Ocean's Twelve
(51) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(52) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(53) Ice Age
(54) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(55) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(56) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) War of the Worlds
(57) Rush Hour
(58) Rush Hour 2
( ) Best Bet
(59) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(60) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(61) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(62) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
(63) X-Men
(64) X2
(65) Spiderman
(66) Spiderman 2
(67) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
(68) Jeepers Creepers 2
(69) Catch Me If You Can
(70) The Others
(71) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of fire
(72) Cruel Intentions
(73) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) Cruel Intentions 3
(74) The Hot Chick
(75) Shrek
(76) Shrek 2
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(77) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(78) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(79) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(80) The 40-year-old-virgin

80/167

Nakaka-aliw 'to sobra... ;)

2006-03-07T07:39:34Z

15 PIECES OF ADVICE TO BE PASSED ON TO YOUR MOM, YOUR DAUGHTERS OR GRANDDAUGHTERS, NIECES, AUNTS, GIRLFRIENDS, ETC.

1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. --KORAK! ;p

2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. --HMM...MEJO MAHIRAP YAN AH...:P

3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. --AWW, WAWA NAMAN SILA...HAHAHA

4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. --HAHAHA, ANG SAMA! ;P

5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. --HMMM...AYOKO NGA! ;P

6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. --MERON NAMANG IBANG HINDI ASSHOLE NOH...

7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. --;P

8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. --HWEKHWEKHWEK...

9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. --NAKU, AYAN NA PO ANG EGO NILA...;P

10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. --TOTOO BA 'O?;P

11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. --HEHE ;)

12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. --OO NGA! ;P ANO NAMANG MASAMA SA PAG ASK NG DIRECTIONS? KAYSA MAAKSAYA TIME AT PAGOD MO DI BA?;P

13. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, tell him cheque books. --HEHE, SAMA, MUKHANG PERA...WAG NAMAN;)

14. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes, it means that you laugh at his. --NAKU, AMEN! ;P

15. Sadly, all men are created equal. --TALAGA?;P

feeling shitty...

2006-02-18T10:58:20Z

what else is new?

i'm back! =)

2005-11-30T05:01:57Z

hahaha, tagal ko nang di nagsusulat dito! main reason: KATAMARAN.

yup, super tamad ako this past few days...or weeks na ata. Oo, tamad ako ever since pero grabe itong mga nakaraang araw...as in ni ayoko humarap sa computer. ayoko talaga mag-trabaho:p

oh well.

MGA BRUHA...anuba! tagal na natin di nagkikita! we HAVE to meet up soon!:)

*mwah*

BTW, please plug MOBILE KUSINA...fridays, 10am...please?:)

hehehe(desperado)

and please watch 3R on QTV, saturdays, 3-4pm =)

thanks! ;)

love on the rebound...

2005-10-19T11:15:44Z

oy, hindi ako ha.

hahahaha=)

happy na ako sa buhay ko ngayon...

yung love on the rebound, topic ko sa 3R...my 1st episode for 3R...hay.

sa inyong lahat, i need you opinion about this topic.=)

lalo na kung girls kayo...please?:)

hehehehe, comment lang kayo about it. anything goes. K girls? =)

thanks people. =)

i give up.

2005-09-26T11:54:24Z

sino gusto mag-inuman?

ngek ;p

2005-09-12T02:13:43Z

You Are a Good Girl

You are 70% Good and 30% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

this is sooo true ;p

2005-09-11T03:14:03Z

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

bored...

2005-09-01T06:38:55Z

and broke.

hahahaha.

mga bru!

2005-07-23T08:56:00Z

anuba...tagal na natin di nagkikita! meet up naman tayo next week! (habang wala pako ginagawa...hehehe;p)

mag-reply kayo kung kelan kayo free next week...araw at oras...san niyo gusto pumunta and ano gusto niyo gawin...ok?

patawad, di muna ako masyado magte-text at umabot na ng mahigit 2k ang aking bill (jusko!)...kaya please, mag-reply kayo dito...ok?:)

*mwah*

sakyan ang sarap ng buhay! =)

2005-07-21T12:31:34Z

please watch mobile kusina tomorrow, 10am, gma 7...

guests: aiza seguerra, ic mendoza and k brosas =)

it's my episode so...there. hahaha.

if u can't watch, please ask your moms or titas or maids to watch...it's just a 30min. show naman eh...

and i promise you, the episode is really fun =)

(o mababaw lang talaga ako)

haha, either way..please do watch...parang awa niyo na...hahaha(desperado?;p)

thanks! =)

wassup playa? hahahaha!

2005-07-19T02:24:23Z

PLAY IT OFF
By: Nelly feat. Pharell

[Chorus]
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Your girl ain't gotta know I hit ya last night
I was all over your body goin ba-da-buh-da
Dame be such a hottie
Yo she's lookin over here but she won't get it out me y'all
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Not now, no you can't take it off
But play it off, she won't know a damn thing

[Nelly]
I play it off 'til it's played out
I had her motherfuckin ass on the couch, kinda laid out
She hittin them {?} gettin ate out
I know I'm spaced out (yeah) but the shit sound way out
So I had to take a playa out, switch up my whereabouts
Cause she was tryin to turn a playa out
And plus she know a nigga blazed out
And lil' mama gon' crack a window, let the haze out
She said she loves that stroke
Keep on her heels and her coat
Then she say she loves my moves
And the way I do, what I do
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Gotta make, sure, I don't get attached
That ba-da-buh-da
But it keeps, on, bringin me back

[Chorus]
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Your girl ain't gotta know I hit ya last night
I was all over your body goin ba-da-buh-da
Dame be such a hottie
Yo she's lookin over here but she won't get it out me y'all
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Not now, no you can't take it off
But play it off, she won't know a damn thing

[Nelly]
The Sun sick a triflin, so sick he have ya snifflin
Plus the chains like the nigga Slick Rick an' them
We had pick of them, strictly all dimensions and
Not to mentionin the Benjamins is thickenin
And now it's like a odyssey when she sayin hi to me
She eat the dick, then she cry when she gotta leave
Bye, bye, you gotta go now (yeah)
My girl, just, pulled up outside
She said she loves that stroke
Keep on her heels and her coat
Then she say she loves my moves
And the way I do, what I do
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Gotta make, sure, I don't get attached
That ba-da-buh-da
But it keeps, on, bringin me back

[Chorus]
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Your girl ain't gotta know I hit ya last night
I was all over your body goin ba-da-buh-da
Dame be such a hottie
Yo she's lookin over here but she won't get it out me y'all
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Not now, no you can't take it off
But play it off, she won't know a damn thing

[Nelly]
Just know the whole hood is lookin at you
So don't let your girl catch you
So have your story right, on how we met
Just have your story right, and don't never forget
You need your story right, cause she'll be upset
Her inner feelings'll be disrespect, but
She said she loves that stroke
Keep on her heels and her coat
Then she say she loves my moves
And the way I do, what I do
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Gotta make, sure, I don't get attached
That ba-da-buh-da
But it keeps, on, bringin me back

[Chorus]
She got that ba-da-buh-da
Your girl ain't gotta know I hit ya last night
I was all over your body goin ba-da-buh-da
Dame be such a hottie
Yo she's lookin over here but she won't get it out me y'all
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Shake it off, that's how you play it off
Not now, no you can't take it off
But play it off, she won't know a damn thing

[Nelly]
Story right
Just know the whole hood is lookin at you
Story right
So don't let your girl catch you
Story right

almost perfect...

2005-07-18T03:02:57Z

i'm soooooo happy right now...pero siyempre as always, laging may sabit...hay.

sabit...kabit...what's the difference?...does it matter? hahaha.

yes, i'm officially the "mistress" of the year...hahaha...ok, that's not funny but give me a break, at least i'm happy, diba?=p

wait, clear ko lang...baka sabihin niyo sadista ako o ang sama ko...of course i'm not happy knowing na someone's gonna get hurt if SHE finds out about me...but well...as long as di naman mahuhuli di ba? hahaha.

fotah...wala akong lusot. oo na, masama na ako. =p

i feel soooo stupid right now...

2005-06-15T04:12:21Z

pwede bang batukan niyo ako nang matauhan ako???

one time lang...

kailangan na ata eh =/

=(

kanta lang ako...hahaha=)

2005-03-30T03:58:28Z

WEAK
By: SWV

[Verse 1]
I don't know what it is that you've done to me...
but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...
it's a feeling that I want to stay.

[Bridge]
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze you look so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

[Verse 2]
Time after time after time I've tried to fight it.
But your love is strong it keeps on holding on.
Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading.
In my condition I don't want to be alone.

[Bridge]
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze you look so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

[Verse 3]
I try hard to fight it.
No way can I deny it.
Your love's so sweet.
It knocks me off my feet.

[Chorus]
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze you look so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

I get so weak...
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak...
Boy it's something I can't explain.
I get so weak...
Something 'bout the way you do
the things you do ooh ooh, it...
knocks me right off of my feet,
off of my feet.
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

[Chorus]

nakikisali lang ulit=)

2005-03-28T03:17:38Z

got this from ria=)

Comment with your answers, then post the questions in your own journal. ^_^

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If so, why:
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walang magawa...

2005-03-08T06:15:37Z

hay, alis naman tayo mga bru!;p

text niyo lang ako kung kelan kayo pwede...malay niyo!;p

nakikisali lang...=)

2005-02-11T10:14:49Z

I got this from ana pero ria posted this too and camille din=)

Obligatory Memo (from Charles' journal)

if you read this journal,
even if i don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
it can be anything you want.
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

(pagbgyan niyo na ako hehe)

then post this on your journal.
see what people remember about you.

wala lang...

2005-01-25T09:50:02Z

nagpapaka-gaga na naman...

ppl, miss ko na kayo sobra...=( kelan ba tayo magkikita-kita ulit?pwede mag-request ng bonding session? kailangan ko umiyak...=/

stupid girl...

2004-12-07T12:34:42Z

ako yun...alam nyo na kung bakit...i just looked at lolo's pic na naman sa friendster...magkasama na sila nung girlfriend nya sa pic nya...tanong: bakit ko tiningnan?!?ngayon sobrang bothered na naman ako...haaay...masochist ata talaga ako....masochist na, tanga pa...paki batukan ako pag nakita nyo ako...di ako magagalit, promise.

grabe, sana may maka-invent ng something na makakapagpa-kalimot sa isang part ng buhay ng tao...better yet, kahit yung isang tao lang, ma-erase sa utak ko...masaya nako pag nangyari yun...kailangan ko na yata magpa-therapy...haha, siguro pag nakapag-trabaho nako ng regular, dun mapupunta sweldo ko...how pathetic.

SHIYEEET!!!=(

2004-10-08T06:54:56Z

ok...kung kahapon, kabado ako...lalo na ngayon...=/ kanina lang sinabi sakin ng lola ko na sabi daw ng tita ko sa kanya (ung nagtatrabaho sa gma) na nag-hire pa daw ng ibang tao ang gma para mag-screen ng mga papasa dun sa scriptwriting workshop...damn...un lang masasabi ko...=/

haaay...wish ko na lang good enough ung essay na sinubmit ko...kasi naman eh, tagalog pa talaga....argh...=(